Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Tears Not Dry.

Tony asked if I was a virgin today.

I think it's cause I yelled at Victor on Saturday and spilled the beans. Fucker. 

Kenny is busy nowadays. I guess it's goodbye.

My life is just falling apart. I haven't been happy in so long. It's tragic. 

I guess I just wanna see him one last time and spend the day, and tell him goodbye. 

My mistakes haunt me. I wished.. 

There's not much left, but a pile of dust and memories. Nothing to look forward to in the future.

What is missing.. 

My eyes hurt so much. Why do the tears keep falling.

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He's.. abandoning me. Why... why do all the ones I love turn their back on me. 

The pain hurts, and it isn't going away. Was I right after all? Was I really just a toy.. 

One day. I'll die from heartache. Just watch.

1 comment:

babyp00hXD said...

well it's good to look ahead but it's also good to make memorys :] so cheer up ill treat u to lunch 2morrow :]

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