Clueless

You know. Sometimes I feel like people are so clueless and it drives me nuts. I mean like. There are so many people that are like "My boyfriend dumped me! My life is over" Geez. When like, it really isn't. Seriously, everyone has their own set of problems. Unfortunately some are worse than others. I've decided to share these things with you. In short. Easy to Read Sentances. Enjoy it. But like, no one reads this anyway. 

I had serious emotional family problems when I was younger. 

I've tried several times to run away from home.

I used to cry. Then I started To Cut.

^^^^^^ I won't go into detail with that. The REAL shit is below.

I had sex with my best guy friend. 

I loved my ex but did it anyway. 

I broke up with my boyfriend on our 4 month anniversary.

He Forgot.

It was my Mother's Birthday.

It Was Akiko's Birthday.

It was 3 days before my birthday.

I had no emotion and faked everything up until 2 months after we broke up. 

Life sucks doesn't it. But you want to know something else?

I liked it. I did. Even though straight after I cried. Then went through so much pain. I can prove that I've gone through shit. And made it out. So tell me your life sucks. Just Try It.

Cause To be honest. Most little secrets are kept. And most people's lives are clueless. So you can't look me in the eye and say that you know me because frankly. No.

You don't (: 

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Btw. My mom talks to me in the car to start conversations while I'm listening to my iPod.

She's talking to herself (: What a great daughter I am.