Such Boys.

Even though sometimes Life just gets to you. Killing you from the inside out. Random things that float about and the experiences you have in life. Loving someone. 

So I think. I will dedicate this, and give all the reasons why I love my guy friends. All my girl friends are so good to me, but in opinion I have more to say about guys. So I dedicate it to all my guy friends out there. Some of  the things I love. Some things I hate about them. hah (: I did something on it before, but I'll do it for real now.

I love the way a guy looks at you. That he wants you in his life. The way he hugs you, telling you he wants to be close. The sweet words he'll say, true from his hearts. The way he talks to you, to make you smile and laugh. The way he'll play around, but secretly care so much. The way they go through so much trouble, just to be your comfort. I love these ways. 

I hate how they tend to hurt us girls. How they would dump us anyday. When they play around too much, and toy with our hearts. The way they try to act so macho, when they can't be themselves. When they need help, but are so stubborn to not admit it. I hate these ways. 

But. These are the things. I would show to a guy. The things that represent me in a sense. 

I talk to guys, just to be thier friend. 

I smile with guys, so they know they've made me happy. 

I look into a guy's eyes, to find the true self of them. 

I touch a guy's hair, just to touch a part of them. 

I hug guys, hoping they won't let go so fast so I can enjoy the embrace.

I pull a guy's arm, to show him what I have to offer.

I whine to guys, to be cute and complain.

I share my secrets wth some guys, hoping they would understand me a little more. 

I give guys advice, because I want them to learn. 

I poke guys, for the fun of making them smile.

I love guys, because they interest me in a way a girl never could.

I check out guys, for the fun of pointing out their good and bad characteristics.

I cry for guys, so they know that they've hurt me in a horrible way.

I make fun of guys, to point out their bad points.

I'm perverted towards guys, cause I love how they react.

I hit guys, to say that they've hurt me in some way.

I write poems for guys, to show my true feelings towards them.

I've given up on loving guys for now, cause I hurt myself by getting too close to them once. 

I still wish for it. Even Though I know better then to get close. Someday though. Maybe one day.