Because Of You.

Been There.

Done That. 

Haha. Just for myself. I cheered up. 

I still wish he would talk to me. Just at least at 'Hi, how are you' thing. Oh well. If he's busy, he's busy. I won't let my emotions control my life. I'll let my brain do SOME of it. haha. 

I guess I'm in a way better mood then before, but still. They just got to me today. The emotions builded up. I was fallign apart in 5th period, and did anyone care? No. All they said was 'Oh look at the emo girl' or 'hey you should talk to your boyfriend (meaning the guy next to me)' and 'You know he likes emo girls' Fucking. Leave Me Alone. Why do they Insist on it huh?! Geez. And did they care? Oh no, NO one cares in that class, no one bothered to ask what was wrong when a tear rolled down my cheek. No one cared. 'Wtf happened to your hair'. I was silently crying asleep on my desk, what the FUCK do you think. Ugh. 

But Now I know that being emo is not goign to solve my problems, and I just have to be that strong girl I know that Kenny and Brian made me into. It's all because of them that I know how to endure the pain. So. Even if the pain hasn't healed yet, I still. I'll hope for it again. 

I thank my Taytay, for being so supportive and loving <3

I thank my Aaron, who makes me laugh and cheers me up when I'm down <:] 

I thank Bradley, for the nice hug that I really needed today.

I thank Kristina, for getting me addicted to PW to distract myself xD 

I thank Peggy, for being there when I really needed to talk about it. 

Thank you everyone. Now I know, that people do care. <3>