Anger Rising

For some reason. I'm having tons of hissy fits today

I'm so angry and fucking hurt and my chest and side hurt for some reason or another.

What the fuck is wrong with me. I'm over my problems so what's the deal.

I'm not pmsing. 

I hate these feelings, I'm fine. So whats the reason for this. What is the fucking problem. I don't get it. What is wrong with me, is it because I keep thinking about Brian or Kenny? Or what. That I feel no one has gone through my shit? I don't know. But It's driving me crazy. Why do I feel so down.

Is the sky sympathizing with me, where the fog comes and you can't see ahead. Did it cry for me  on Friday? 

Sometimes I wish It would all end. How depressive I am. What a horrid bitch.

He still loves me. Well fucking I may still think about him, but he shouldn't WASTE his time. What is he thinking. He deserves better then me. I mean, there is no possibel reason to love someone like me. Really. Is there? 

I need a shower. Fuck this.