Parents.

I got nothing interesting to say. 

Let's see though.. 

What is coming up. Oh that's right. Mother's Day. So..

Let's talk about my mom shall we? Will I be getting her a present? No. LOL What a horrible daughter. Well, she's not the greatest mom in the world either. Technically, let's make this rant about parents in general. But, I'll start off with my mom. My mom, she gave me life, she takes care of me, yeah general stuff right? Something I should be thanking her for. Well, aside that, I can say she isn't really too great. For a mom. Basically, I'm just some of her DNA so that her 'family' will be passed on. That's it, does she care about my real life? Well I don't trust her. 

My mom is the one person I live with. Just me and her inside this house, we do our own things and don't talk. When we do, she asks if I have a boyfriend yet. She doesn't see the part of me that has suffered. She laughs at my dreams. She talks about my friends behind their backs. She is always in my own buisness. She wants me to marry for money. I'm not good enough for her either. So what. I'm me, I don't give a shit. Your not the best mom either. 

She doesn't even know her daughter. She doesn't know what I like, or how I feel. She just takes care of me and wants me to grow up, get a job, have kids. I mean, she doesn't even know me. So what is the point of getting her a present when she doesn't even know who I am. Who ever said I wanted to live then huh.

Almost all parents are like this, and I personally can't stand it, I'm supposed to do everything she tells me, I am to obey her. Well so what. Too bad. She doesn't know I have cuts on my arm, or that I cried every night, the guilt I carried, the pain I had, what I've done, the times I wanted to run away, when I wanted to just die, when I drank, and all the times I felt pain in my heart that wouldn't go away. She just looks at the surface. Nothing underneath.  

So what exactly is a mother?

I want some vodka.. <3