I hate them.

This is too important so I'm posting it on both my blog and myspace.
I fucking lost it today.
I started crying right when I got off the bus I couldn't help it.
I saw them. I ALWAYS FUCKING SEE THEM.
I usually have Peggy with me to keep my happy and distracted but today. That didn't happen.
There they were, hand in hand, loving, kissing each other.
I had to look at them and their happiness. And. I felt jealous.
Why did they deserve all the happiness in the world.
Why were they so special.
Why did they have to be so. perfect.
It hurt me. It hurt me so much. I contained my feelings until I didn't see them anymore.
But.. why did I have to be so jealous. Why did they deserve everything and I have NOTHING.
I'm so fucking jealous. I'm crying.
I feel so empty. So empty inside. When they have everythign in the world.
It isn't fair. IT ISN'T FUCKING FAIR. Why did they deserve more then me.
They don't know fucking shit. They haven't been through anything, so why.. Why.
After everything. THEY HAVE TO FUCKING BRAG IN MY FACE.
I kno they don't mean it but, do they have to be so.. perfect?
Just saying in my face. I'm hurt. Crying.
I should've taken the earlier bus so that,
I wouldn't have to see their fucking faces.
So that I wouldn't be here. Crying alone.
And now I'm not afraid to say.
I hate them. I HATE THEM AND THEIR FUCKING HAPPINESS.
They probably don't know who they are and they won't care if I say who anyway.
One is a sophamore. One is a freshman.
Victor and Cindy. I FUCKING. HATE YOUR HAPPINESS.
I hate you. I personally. Do.