What ever happened to forever.

I'm trying to be happy. But it's not working.

I ate chocolate ice cream, to try and cheer myself up. It didn't help.

My eyes hurt. The tears just keep falling. 

I cried on my Teddy Bear. Hes all wet from my tears.

I could hear Kenny's voice.."Don't cry anymore..Kenny's getting all wet"

All the memories just replay. And It hurts. The pain in my heart, is too much to bear.

I'm falling apart, now that school is gone, I don't have to put up a front. I'm just lonelier than before. It's just slowly killing me. And it hurts. So much. I'm not trying, because, I don't know how to get back up now. I'm depressed. And no one is willing to help. 

And the one person that I want to help me. He could care less..

I scream at the top of my lungs. Yet no sound comes out. Breathless.