Okay. I'm going to drop it all. I'm going to drop this sadness. Depression.

I'm GOING to move on. I don't need to waste any of my time on people who obviously don't give a shit. 

I will. I have to. But I have to do it myself. Only for myself. No one can help me. I will not become wallowed in my depression. Never. I just need things to distract me. 

I think I should go to stones and see if there are any vid games. Or Maybe try and finish the games I have? I don't know. I need to get out more. So If anyone is free than I'll try.

I need to learn to be happy on my own. Not by depending on a jerk who doesn't give a shit about me. No more moping and depression. I'll be happy. I will.