Depression

Too bad no one loves me. 

I'm so depressed I ate chocolate ice cream. 

It didn't help when I thought it would. 

I hate being alone. I'm always the listener, to stand up for my friends. Like a pillar.

But the pillar has cracks too. 

There is no one to take care of me, when I take care of everyone around me. So what's gonna happen. I'm collapsing. 

No one wants to stand up for me. So I'm alone. 

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My friend prescribes to me that I should go party. Antidepressants.. Never. 

I'd rather be REAL sad than FAKE happy.