Crap.

I hate it when, just when you think your life has come to a stop for a while. BAM. Hits you right back in the face. That, happened to me today. My ex, he sent me a 9 page text. About how he wants to be friends again even though he thinks I hate him and regret him. Man, I know what I did was wrong, that he never healed himself, I guess since he gave me a second chance before I'll give him a second chance now. I'll be his friend, but never anything more. He stills loves me, but really, I told myself to not love him anymore, and truth is, I don't. But you know, when I read all of that, I started crying. When I got home I cried my eyes and I fell asleep. How pathetic. Oh well. I guess it's okay, because I talked it over with Candice and Peggy and stuff and I know what I gotta do.

On the other hand, I can say that everything else is going very well, I'm done with Star Testing thank god, and Mayfest is tomorrow so hopefully I'll cheer up. But..
My computer is broken. I'm using my mom's computer at the moment and I have to wait until Sunday to try and get a new ocmputer as I've needed one for a LONG time. So I guess it's a good thing, but I REALLY hope I don't lose my Photoshop and Vegas Pro. I got people to hack those for meee ;[ Now I won't have it and I NEED them. Ugh, oh well.