MisUnderstood.

Depressive mood. Pretty Sad. 

So the whole point of this blog is to rant right? Well I am in a fucking bad mood. The whole thing that makes me this way is that, why. Why the fuck does everyone come to me with their problems, ask me a question that I can almost never answer. Of course I care about them, but, wheres my turn. 

No one dares to even take a hint, or ask me whats wrong when I am down. It's so fucking hard being alone. I play the strong, single girl who can overcome anything. 

Well, Sometimes I say Fuck It.  Just to the world and I cry my fucking eyes out, does anyone care? No. Does anyone ask me whats wrong? No. I just sit in my little corner, Fucking Alone. 

So whats the point of it all. 

All I want is someone to LISTEN to ME. Instead of Myself, LISTENING to everyone else. I'm so tired of it all. Why cant you just see that I am NOT okay when I say I am. Or when I hide my tears, and ask me what is on my mind. Is that so hard?! 

Well I guess it is, because no one ever DOES it. I can't wish for everything. I just want someone to tell me I MATTER. That at least I mean something to them. Because I care about other people, should I get the same respect back? I think so. But no, I gotta carry everything. 

Its the same fucking reason I NEVER say those words. Because they don't mean SHIT. Why would you tell me that when I know that you don't mean it, and even if you say you do, Prove it to me. You just come to ME for care and comfort, but I never go to anyone. Because I know that no one WANTS to listen. 

I'm just Alone.