Love.

Should it really be that important? Should you let someone else control your life?

No. Fucking. No. 

Why do people want someone else. Why do people constantly talk about the people they like, or the people they are with. Honestly, I doubt every crush, every obsessive little person. Who thinks that they love someone when your a teenager. 

Do you ask yourself the big questions? I'm willing to think that they don't.

All they are doing is greedy and selfish. Oh I want someone. I NEED someone. Do you really? Do you honestly need to depend on someone for your life. Your weak. 

A weekling. You cant take care of yourself? Pathetic. 

It pisses me off. So when you look for love, think with your heart. Not with your mind and over obsess. Think about it for awhile. 

Then give a REAL answer.

Ahh laa

Oh sky, you were crying so hard today. Windy and rainy. What is wrong. 

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Lovely days. Content. I help my friends daily. Advice is given, learning happens. 

His kisses make me dizzy with delight, leaving me to want more. 

Dreamy, a tingling feeling is left behind. 

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So like, he bought a bottle of 7Up. 

We passed it around and eveyrone drank out of it. It was like a vodka pass around. Haha. 

Andy still owes me too. Dat bish. Lol. 

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I Love. I'm Happy. (: 

Kindness can always get you far. Wisdom will always help. 

Learn from your mistakes. Because knowing can save you in the long run. 

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Goodbye. For now only. 

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I thought about Kenny today. Out of nowhere. Hmm. I don't need him anyway. 

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I love you Skittles. Happy One Month. You've been there. To care for me. Continue to bring me smiles as I can look into your eyes. And laugh. With Joy.

Suffocation.

I'm suffocating.

In this house.

I dont eat.

So I won't have to talk to her. 

The only time I am safe is when she is gone.

I cant be myself in this place.

I'm Suffocating.