Maybe I've finally found peace . With Everyone.
I live with no regrets. Thankful for life.
Life is filled with many holes and traps. But I am glad for experiences. For Life.
Maybe. Because of one email. Every stream was cleared.
Nothing is the same as before and will continue to be.
Thank You.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Maybe I can't clear things up with Brian. But with Kenny. I have made peace.
Wanna make a baby? Aha!
Your words captivate my throat and constrict my words.
Twisting and turning you tangle my heartstrings and link them together.
Love Your My Only.
I am wiser. I am better. I am stronger. I am happier.
None has this feeling ever reached me before. Glad to be yours and only yours.
Never forgetting you.
Darling I've fallen for you.
I Love You. Skittles. Mine.
Until Time Stops.
For your embrace I do not want to ever let go. Your sweet scent makes me dizzy with delight. Your straightened hair bristles as I flutter my fingers through them. Your deep bright eyes pulling me in so curiously. Skin so soft like velvet roses. Voice so deep, keeping me calm and captivated. Your lips brush mine with sensitivity so slight. Your final heartbeat, racing at the same pace as mine.
I. Love. You. Never. Forgetting. You.
Sometimes she scares me.
"Mommy stop it.."
I don't trust her.
She don't trust me.
It will always be this way. She won't change.
Don't talk to me Mom. Because you say you love me only if I do well.
You yell at me with a vicious fist.
So I am afraid of you. Don't come near me. Cause I don't ever want you to be close.
Mom. I feel nuetral toward you. I don't love you. I don't like you.
Stay away from me Mother.
I want to get out of this house. So I don't have to see you anymore.
Listen to your awful voice. Or.
Your glaring eyes and hoarse tone.
Mother. I don't consider you one.
Should it really be that important? Should you let someone else control your life?
No. Fucking. No.
Why do people want someone else. Why do people constantly talk about the people they like, or the people they are with. Honestly, I doubt every crush, every obsessive little person. Who thinks that they love someone when your a teenager.
Do you ask yourself the big questions? I'm willing to think that they don't.
All they are doing is greedy and selfish. Oh I want someone. I NEED someone. Do you really? Do you honestly need to depend on someone for your life. Your weak.
A weekling. You cant take care of yourself? Pathetic.
It pisses me off. So when you look for love, think with your heart. Not with your mind and over obsess. Think about it for awhile.
Then give a REAL answer.
Oh sky, you were crying so hard today. Windy and rainy. What is wrong.
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Lovely days. Content. I help my friends daily. Advice is given, learning happens.
His kisses make me dizzy with delight, leaving me to want more.
Dreamy, a tingling feeling is left behind.
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So like, he bought a bottle of 7Up.
We passed it around and eveyrone drank out of it. It was like a vodka pass around. Haha.
Andy still owes me too. Dat bish. Lol.
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I Love. I'm Happy. (:
Kindness can always get you far. Wisdom will always help.
Learn from your mistakes. Because knowing can save you in the long run.
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Goodbye. For now only.
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I thought about Kenny today. Out of nowhere. Hmm. I don't need him anyway.
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I love you Skittles. Happy One Month. You've been there. To care for me. Continue to bring me smiles as I can look into your eyes. And laugh. With Joy.
I'm suffocating.
In this house.
I dont eat.
So I won't have to talk to her.
The only time I am safe is when she is gone.
I cant be myself in this place.
I'm Suffocating.
